Maybe I'm Crazy...

This is my first blog so plz be nice. i woke up the other day with this notion to create a blog...why? honestly i have no clue...maybe im crazy...

well maybe this will help me explore my thoughts and feelings about certain things ppl dont know about me. im a fairly private person so this is SO outside my character...lol. just bear with me...and all my typos, dry humor, and profanity (i try to be a lady but sometimes how i feel just takes me there). a little bit about me:

im currently in my 25th year of breathing on this earth. im currently unemployed but desperately looking to fill these voids with something fulfilling to do with my life. back at home with my family due to a string of unexpected and tragic events...im happy things played out the way they did. im a fun-loving, family-oriented southern hummingbird reigning from miami, fl. so far i sound like a broke-ass young woman full of problems and issues but thats so far from the truth...or should i say how i feel about my situations lol.

**gimmie a minute...let me put these chicken wings in the oven**

okay im back..where was i? okay i feel like this, im a victim of my own stupidity lol. i keep running from one place to another but im not too sure what im running from. There i said it!!! i want so much to be  successful, financially stable, and be in love with someone that truly appreciates me but i make one bad decision after another. even though this maybe the case i still find a way to keep moving forward and try to use my mistakes and short-comings as learning experiences. i have so much to offer the world and so many things i could be doing to improve my situations im just at a standstill right now. ive been through a lot and maybe i've allowed these things to cripple me...or maybe im crazy lol. i have to find humor in the things that are meant to hurt me or piss me off. i hoping that in writing this blog theres somebody out there that finds me to be an inspiration or can emphantize with me. someone that understands how i feel. also i hope that with each entry i produce theres healing for me and others. i hope to be a voice for someone unable to speak out for themselves. to be the person to bring insight into situations we might not understand.  hope you'll enjoy...