Us.....an unsettling thought that I try to block from my mind everytime I hear u speak. Something is there, beckoning me to eat from the forbidden fruit tree.
wanna touch u but my hands are tied.
wanna kiss u but my lips are sealed.
I'm running from u b/c your intentions have been revealed. U make me feel so at ease but I'll die if I stay. Simply put, she's getting in the way. Damn, I wish I met u at a different place in time. Then my internal struggle wouldn't be so damn complicated. I would just have to fight my feelings to save face...... not to fight an ever-losing battle against a giant I can't defeat.
Its morally wrong and I don't want u to hurt me like they did. Stop reading me like that, u make me blush from embarrassment like a little kid. Your spell is too strong and I'm trying to break free but honestly all I have are visions of you inside of me.
Wait, I'm confused...I don't know her and I don't see what you see. Sometimes I'm kool and other times I wish it was me in her shoes...that's not kool...if i cant be number 1 i cant be satisfied with number 2...but that's the hand I have to play. I have to keep my distance b/c u make me tap into certain things about myself that I try to keep locked away.
How do u do that shit?
Boy u need to quit...
We're playing with fire, and you're fueling my desires. You talk a good game and I wanna know its real but I keep telling myself "heart be still". I'll play my position and as a good friend should do, stay in my place. Just know that if she fucks up...how quickly she can be replaced.
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